あとどれくらい このままでいい?
あとどれくらい このままでいい?
How much longer can I go on like this?気づかないフリをした
I pretended I didn’t noticeいつか壊れてしまうものなら
If this is something I’m bound to breakそれも一つの結果と
Then that’s just another consequence僕は僕のままいられるだろうか
Will I be able to be myself君だけがいない世界で
In a world where you’re the only one who isn’t there?いまから嘘をつくよ
I’ll tell a lie nowたった一度の 君への嘘
This is my one and only lie to you「待っていなくていいよ」
“You don’t have to wait for me.”心にもない
Even though I know優しくもない
it’s unkindわかってるのに
and it’s not what’s in my heartこの悲しみと向き合うことは
Facing this sadness誰のためにもならない
Won’t help anyoneいっそ憎んでしまえたのなら
If I were able to hate you completely救われていたのかな
Maybe that would’ve saved me真実味の無い歌が胸を打ち
A song without a shred of truth to it hits my heart涙流しているだけ
And I’m just crying these tearsいまから過去にするよ
I’ll put this behind me now君が願ったその通りに
Just like you hoped I would「待っていなくていいよ」
“You don’t have to wait for me.”もう戻らない
Because I knowどこにもいない
there’s no going backわかってるから
And you’re nowhere to be found自分なんていなくなっても
Just out of habit大丈夫だろうって
I said,口癖のように言っていたけど
“You’ll be fine even if I’m gone,”まるで何も無かったように
But would you笑顔崩さなければ
be satisfied満足してくれる?
If I keep on smiling like nothing’s wrong?何かを隠すように
In living my life by covering up for myself庇い続けて生きることで
to hide something守ってた正体も見抜けなかった
I couldn’t see past my own weakness I’d protected触れることも叶わない
I won’t even be granted the chance to touch it最初で最後の精一杯の君への嘘
This is my one and only lie to you僕は一人きりでも大丈夫だよ
“I’ll be fine on my own.”心にもない離別の言葉
These words of farewell that I don’t mean in my heartあとどれくらい このままでいい?
くらい
Approximately, about, around, or so; to (about) the extent that, (almost) enough that, so ... that ..., at least; as ... as ..., like
気づかないフリをした
いつか壊れてしまうものなら
壊れる
To be broken, to break; to fall through, to come to nothing
それも一つの結果と
結果
Result, consequence, outcome, effect; coming to fruition, bearing fruit
一つ
One; for one thing; only; (not) even; just (e.g. "just try it")
僕は僕のままいられるだろうか
僕
I, me; you; manservant
君だけがいない世界で
君
Mr (junior), master, boy
世界
The world, society, the universe; sphere, circle, world; renowned, world-famous, well-known outside of japan; realm governed by one buddha, space
いまから嘘をつくよ
嘘
Lie, falsehood, incorrect fact; really!, unbelievable!, no way!
たった一度の 君への嘘
君
Mr (junior), master, boy
嘘
Lie, falsehood, incorrect fact; really!, unbelievable!, no way!
たった
Only, merely, but, no more than
度
Degree (angle, temperature, scale, etc.); counter for occurrences and times; strength (of alcohol)
一
One; best; first, foremost; beginning, start; bottom string (on a shamisen, etc.)
「待っていなくていいよ」
待つ
To wait; to await, to look forward to, to anticipate; to depend on, to need
心にもない
心
Mind, heart, spirit; the meaning of a phrase (riddle, etc.)
優しくもない
優しい
Tender, kind, gentle, graceful, affectionate, amiable
わかってるのに
この悲しみと向き合うことは
悲しみ
Sadness, sorrow, grief; affection, love
向き合う
To be opposite, to face each other
誰のためにもならない
誰
Who
いっそ憎んでしまえたのなら
憎む
To hate, to detest
いっそ
Rather, sooner, preferably
救われていたのかな
救う
To rescue from, to help out of, to save
真実味の無い歌が胸を打ち
打つ
To hit (a person), to strike, to beat
胸
Chest, breast; breasts, bosom, bust; heart; lungs; stomach; heart, mind, feelings
歌
Song; classical japanese poetry (esp. tanka); modern poetry
無い
Nonexistent, not being (there); unpossessed, unowned, not had; unique; indicates negation, inexperience, unnecessariness or impossibility; not ..; to not be..., to have not ..
真実味
Truth (veracity, authenticity) (e.g. of a report)
涙流しているだけ
流す
To drain, to pour, to spill, to shed (blood, tears); to wash away; to distribute (e.g. electricity over wires, music over a pa system, etc.), to circulate, to broadcast, to beam; to cruise (e.g. taxi); to float, to set adrift; to call off (a meeting, etc.)
涙
Tear, tears, lachrymal secretion; sympathy
いまから過去にするよ
過去
The past, bygone days, the previous; a past (i.e. a personal history one would prefer remained secret), one''s past; past (tense), preterit, preterite; previous life
君が願ったその通りに
君
Mr (junior), master, boy
願う
To desire, to wish, to hope; to beg, to request, to implore, to pray; to have something done for oneself
通り
In accordance with ..., following ..; roughly, about; .. street, .. avenue
「待っていなくていいよ」
待つ
To wait; to await, to look forward to, to anticipate; to depend on, to need
もう戻らない
戻る
To turn back (e.g. half-way); to return, to go back; to recover (e.g. something lost), to be returned; to rebound, to spring back
どこにもいない
わかってるから
自分なんていなくなっても
自分
Myself, yourself, oneself, himself, herself; i, me; you
なんて
Such as, (things) like; exclamation
大丈夫だろうって
大丈夫
Safe, all right, alright, ok, okay, sure; certainly, surely, undoubtedly; great man, fine figure of a man
口癖のように言っていたけど
言う
To say, to utter, to declare; to name, to call; to go (e.g. "the alarm went ping"), to make a noise
口癖
Way of saying, favorite phrase, favourite phrase
まるで何も無かったように
何
What; how many; you-know-what, that; whatsit, what''s the expression, what do you call them; what?; hey!
無い
Nonexistent, not being (there); unpossessed, unowned, not had; unique; indicates negation, inexperience, unnecessariness or impossibility; not ..; to not be..., to have not ..
笑顔崩さなければ
笑顔
Smiling face, smile
崩す
To destroy, to demolish, to pull down, to tear down, to level; to disturb, to put into disorder, to throw off balance, to make shaky; to relax (one''s pose), to make oneself at ease; to break (a bill), to change, to make change; to write in cursive style, to write in running style; to break into a smile, to let off a smile; to lower (a price)
満足してくれる?
満足
Satisfaction, contentment, complacency; sufficient, enough, adequate, proper
何かを隠すように
何
What; how many; you-know-what, that; whatsit, what''s the expression, what do you call them; what?; hey!
隠す
To hide, to conceal
庇い続けて生きることで
生きる
To live, to exist; to make a living, to subsist; to be in effect, to be in use, to function; to come to life, to be enlivened; to be safe (in baseball, go, etc.)
続ける
To continue, to keep up, to keep on
庇う
To protect someone, to take under one''s wing, to plead for, to stick up for, to cover up for someone
守ってた正体も見抜けなかった
守る
To protect, to guard, to defend; to keep (i.e. a promise), to abide (by the rules), to observe, to obey, to follow
見抜ける
To be transparent, to be penetrable
正体
Natural shape, one''s true colors, one''s true colours, true character, identity, true identity; consciousness, one''s senses
触れることも叶わない
触れる
To touch, to feel; to experience, to come in contact with, to be emotionally moved (by), to perceive; to touch on a subject, to allude to; to be in conflict (with), to violate (law, copyright, etc.); to proclaim
叶う
To come true (wish); to be suited; to match (implies competition), to rival, to bear (e.g. i can''t bear the heat)
最初で最後の精一杯の君への嘘
君
Mr (junior), master, boy
最後
Last, end, conclusion, latest, most recent; no sooner than, right after (often having negative consequences); one''s final moments
最初
Beginning, outset, first, onset
嘘
Lie, falsehood, incorrect fact; really!, unbelievable!, no way!
精一杯
The best one can do, one''s best effort; with all one''s might, to the best of one''s ability
僕は一人きりでも大丈夫だよ
僕
I, me; you; manservant
人
Person
一
One; best; first, foremost; beginning, start; bottom string (on a shamisen, etc.)
大丈夫
Safe, all right, alright, ok, okay, sure; certainly, surely, undoubtedly; great man, fine figure of a man
心にもない離別の言葉
心
Mind, heart, spirit; the meaning of a phrase (riddle, etc.)
言葉
Language, dialect; word, words, phrase, term, expression, remark; speech, (manner of) speaking
離別
Separation, divorce
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