傷つく

To be wounded, to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to chip, to scratch, to damage

くらい

Approximately, about, around, or so; to (about) the extent that, (almost) enough that, so ... that ..., at least; as ... as ..., like

気まずい

Unpleasant, awkward, embarrassing, uneasy

ちゃう

No!; isn''t it?, wasn''t it?

恋

(romantic) love

なんて

Such as, (things) like; exclamation

方

Direction, way, side, area (in a particular direction); side (of an argument, etc.), one''s part; type, category; field (of study, etc.); indicates one side of a comparison; way, method, manner, means; length (of each side of a square)

優しい

Tender, kind, gentle, graceful, affectionate, amiable

誰

Who

適当

Suitable, proper, appropriate, adequate, fit; noncommittal, vague, equivocal, unserious, irresponsible

くらい

Approximately, about, around, or so; to (about) the extent that, (almost) enough that, so ... that ..., at least; as ... as ..., like

付き合う

To associate with, to keep company with, to go out with, to go steady with, to get on with; to go along with, to follow someone''s lead, to accompany someone, to compromise

いっそ

Rather, sooner, preferably

方

Direction, way, side, area (in a particular direction); side (of an argument, etc.), one''s part; type, category; field (of study, etc.); indicates one side of a comparison; way, method, manner, means; length (of each side of a square)

人

Person

一

One; best; first, foremost; beginning, start; bottom string (on a shamisen, etc.)

目

Eye, eyeball; eyesight, sight, vision; look, stare, glance; an experience; viewpoint; stitch, texture, weave; ordinal number suffix; somewhat, -ish

恥ずかしい

Shy, ashamed, embarrassed; disgraceful, shameful

緊張

Tension, mental strain, nervousness

なんて

Such as, (things) like; exclamation

話せる

To be able to speak, to be able to talk; to be understanding, to be sensible

大人

Adult

生きる

To live, to exist; to make a living, to subsist; to be in effect, to be in use, to function; to come to life, to be enlivened; to be safe (in baseball, go, etc.)

笑顔

Smiling face, smile

全て

Everything, all, the whole; entirely, completely, wholly, all

瞳

Pupil (of eye); eye

ドキドキ

Thump-thump, bang-bang, pit-a-pat, pitapat, pitter-patter; to beat fast (of one''s heart), to throb, to pound, to palpitate

怖い

Scary, frightening, eerie, dreadful; (i''m) afraid

くらい

Approximately, about, around, or so; to (about) the extent that, (almost) enough that, so ... that ..., at least; as ... as ..., like

自分

Myself, yourself, oneself, himself, herself; i, me; you

止まる

To stop (moving), to come to a stop; to stop (doing, working, being supplied), to come to a halt, to cease, to be stopped, to be suspended; to alight, to perch on

付く

To be attached, to be connected with, to adhere, to stick, to cling; to remain imprinted, to scar, to stain, to dye; to bear (fruit, interest, etc.); to be acquired (of a habit, ability, etc.), to increase (of strength, etc.); to take root; to accompany, to attend, to follow, to study with; to side with, to belong to; to possess, to haunt; to be lit, to be lighted; to be settled, to be resolved, to be decided; to be given (of a name, price, etc.); to be sensed, to be perceived; to be lucky; to become (a state, condition, etc.)

仕事

Work, job, business, occupation, employment, vocation, task; work

手

Hand, arm; forepaw, foreleg; handle; hand, worker, help; trouble, care, effort; means, way, trick, move, technique, workmanship; hand, handwriting; kind, type, sort; one''s hands, one''s possession; ability to cope; hand (of cards); direction; move (in go, shogi, etc.)

自分

Myself, yourself, oneself, himself, herself; i, me; you

らしい

Seeming ... (expresses judgment based on evidence, reason or trustworthy hearsay), appearing ..; -ish, like a ..., typical of ..., appropriate for ..., becoming of ..., worthy of the name ..

いっそ

Rather, sooner, preferably

事

Thing, matter; incident, occurrence, event, something serious, trouble, crisis; circumstances, situation, state of affairs; work, business, affair; after an inflectable word, creates a noun phrase indicating something the speaker does not feel close to; nominalizing suffix; pretending to ..., playing make-believe ..; alias, aka, nickname, alternative name, also known as

好き

-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)

メール

Email; mail (usu. in phrases and compound words); male

返信

Reply

何

What; how many; you-know-what, that; whatsit, what''s the expression, what do you call them; what?; hey!

今

The current ..., this; today''s ..

なんて

Such as, (things) like; exclamation

気

Seeming, giving the appearance of, giving one the feeling of

忙しい

Busy, hectic, occupied, engaged

生きる

To live, to exist; to make a living, to subsist; to be in effect, to be in use, to function; to come to life, to be enlivened; to be safe (in baseball, go, etc.)

クール

Cool (temperature, color, etc.); cool (i.e. calm and collected); cool (i.e. fashionable, attractive, etc.); course (of medical treatment); season (series) of a television program (usu. 13 installments over a 3-month period)

心

Mind, heart, spirit; the meaning of a phrase (riddle, etc.)

全て

Everything, all, the whole; entirely, completely, wholly, all

分かる

To understand, to comprehend, to grasp, to see, to get, to follow; to become clear, to be known, to be discovered, to be realized, to be realised, to be found out

怖い

Scary, frightening, eerie, dreadful; (i''m) afraid

くらい

Approximately, about, around, or so; to (about) the extent that, (almost) enough that, so ... that ..., at least; as ... as ..., like

自分

Myself, yourself, oneself, himself, herself; i, me; you

止まる

To stop (moving), to come to a stop; to stop (doing, working, being supplied), to come to a halt, to cease, to be stopped, to be suspended; to alight, to perch on

戸惑い

Being at sea, losing one''s bearings, confusion, wonderment

プライド

Pride

崩れる

To collapse, to crumble; to get out of shape, to lose one''s shape, to become disorganized, to become untidy; to break down, to be thrown into disarray; to crash (stock market), to slump, to decline; to break money into small change; to turn bad (e.g. weather), to change for the worse, to deteriorate

少し

Small quantity, little, few, something; little while; short distance

好き

-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)

本気

Seriousness, truth, sanctity

笑顔

Smiling face, smile

全て

Everything, all, the whole; entirely, completely, wholly, all

瞳

Pupil (of eye); eye

ドキドキ

Thump-thump, bang-bang, pit-a-pat, pitapat, pitter-patter; to beat fast (of one''s heart), to throb, to pound, to palpitate

怖い

Scary, frightening, eerie, dreadful; (i''m) afraid

くらい

Approximately, about, around, or so; to (about) the extent that, (almost) enough that, so ... that ..., at least; as ... as ..., like

自分

Myself, yourself, oneself, himself, herself; i, me; you

止まる

To stop (moving), to come to a stop; to stop (doing, working, being supplied), to come to a halt, to cease, to be stopped, to be suspended; to alight, to perch on