本当はもう分かってたの
本当はもう分かってたの
あなたがどんなにその人が好きなのかも
となりにいる私じゃ勝ち目が無いって事も
本当はもう知ってたの
あなたが恋に落ちてゆく
その横で私は
そっとあなたに恋をしていたの
何にも気付かないで笑うあなたの
横顔をずっと見ていました
最初から
あなたの幸せしか願っていないから
それがたとえ私じゃないとしても
ちゃんと最後は
隠した想いが見つからないように
横から背中押すから
誰よりも幸せにしてあげて
あなたが今しているのは
私が一番聞きたくない話なのに
それでも聞き続けるのは
あなたに会えなくなるよりは
まだ少しだけましだから
私が聞きたかったのは
終電の時間でも好きな人の悪口でもなくて
せめて今日のために切った髪に気付いて
似合ってるよって言ってほしかった
最初から
あなたの幸せしか願っていないから
それがたとえ私じゃないとしても
ちゃんと最後は
隠した想いが見つからないように
横から背中押すから
もう少しここにいて
こんなに好きになる前に
どこかで手は打てなかったのかな
私が選んで望んで恋したんだから
叶わなくても気持ちが伝えられなくても
こんな気持ちになれた事を大切にしたい
本当だよ
会いたくて
でもほら横にいても
また辛くなってる
その人より私の方が先に
好きになったのになぁ
でも私があなたを好きなくらい
あなたを想っているなら
私じゃやっぱりダメだね
最初から
あなたの幸せしか願っていないから
それがたとえ私じゃないとしても
ちゃんと最後は
隠した想いが見つからないように
横から背中押すから
誰よりも幸せにしてあげて
本当はもう分かってたの
分かる
To understand, to comprehend, to grasp, to see, to get, to follow; to become clear, to be known, to be discovered, to be realized, to be realised, to be found out
あなたがどんなにその人が好きなのかも
どんなに
How, how much
人
Person
好き
-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)
となりにいる私じゃ勝ち目が無いって事も
勝ち
Win, victory
事
Thing, matter; incident, occurrence, event, something serious, trouble, crisis; circumstances, situation, state of affairs; work, business, affair; after an inflectable word, creates a noun phrase indicating something the speaker does not feel close to; nominalizing suffix; pretending to ..., playing make-believe ..; alias, aka, nickname, alternative name, also known as
目
Eye, eyeball; eyesight, sight, vision; look, stare, glance; an experience; viewpoint; stitch, texture, weave; ordinal number suffix; somewhat, -ish
私
I, me
無い
Nonexistent, not being (there); unpossessed, unowned, not had; unique; indicates negation, inexperience, unnecessariness or impossibility; not ..; to not be..., to have not ..
本当はもう知ってたの
知る
To be aware of, to know, to be conscious of, to cognize, to cognise; to notice, to feel; to understand, to comprehend, to grasp; to remember, to be acquainted with (a procedure); to experience, to go through, to learn; to be acquainted with (a person), to get to know; to concern
あなたが恋に落ちてゆく
恋
(romantic) love
落ちる
To fall down, to drop, to fall (e.g. rain), to sink (e.g. sun or moon), to fall onto (e.g. light or one''s gaze), to be used in a certain place (e.g. money); to be omitted, to be missing; to decrease, to sink; to fail (e.g. exam or class), to lose (contest, election, etc.); to crash, to degenerate, to degrade, to fall behind; to become indecent (of a conversation); to be ruined, to go under; to fade, to come out (e.g. a stain), to come off (e.g. makeup), to be removed (e.g. illness, possessing spirit, name on a list); to fall (into someone''s hands), to become someone''s possession; to fall (into a trap), to fall (for a trick); to give in, to give up, to confess, to flee; to fall, to be defeated, to surrender; to come to (in the end), to end in; to fall (in love, asleep, etc.); to swoon (judo); to consent, to understand; to crash, to freeze; to die; to move to the depths
その横で私は
横
Horizontal (as opposed to vertical), lying down; side-to-side (as opposed to front-to-back), width, breadth; side (of a box, etc.); beside, aside, next to; unconnected
私
I, me
そっとあなたに恋をしていたの
恋
(romantic) love
そっと
Softly, gently, quietly, secretly
何にも気付かないで笑うあなたの
笑う
To laugh; to smile; to sneer, to ridicule; to be dumbfounded, to be flabbergasted
何
What; how many; you-know-what, that; whatsit, what''s the expression, what do you call them; what?; hey!
気付く
To notice, to recognize, to recognise, to become aware of, to perceive, to realize, to realise
横顔をずっと見ていました
見る
To see, to look, to watch, to view, to observe; to look over, to look on, to assess, to examine, to judge; to look after, to keep an eye on, to take care of; to view (e.g. flowers, movie); to try, to try out; to see that..., to find that..
ずっと
Continuously in some state (for a long time, distance), throughout, all along, the whole time, all the way; much (better, etc.), by far, far and away; far away, long ago; direct, straight
横顔
Face in profile, profile, face seen from the side
最初から
最初
Beginning, outset, first, onset
あなたの幸せしか願っていないから
願う
To desire, to wish, to hope; to beg, to request, to implore, to pray; to have something done for oneself
幸せ
Happiness, good fortune, luck, blessing
それがたとえ私じゃないとしても
私
I, me
として
As (i.e. in the role of), for (i.e. from the viewpoint of); apart from... (used to change the topic); even (e.g. "not even a single person"); thinking that..., trying to..
ちゃんと最後は
最後
Last, end, conclusion, latest, most recent; no sooner than, right after (often having negative consequences); one''s final moments
ちゃんと
Diligently, seriously, earnestly, reliably, steadily, legitimately; perfectly, properly, exactly, orderly, punctually, regularly; sufficiently, satisfactorily; quickly
隠した想いが見つからないように
見つかる
To be found, to be discovered
隠す
To hide, to conceal
横から背中押すから
背中
Back (of body)
押す
To push, to press; to apply pressure from above, to press down; to stamp (i.e. a passport), to apply a seal; to affix (e.g. gold leaf); to press (someone for something), to urge, to compel, to influence; to overwhelm, to overpower, to repress; to push (events along), to advance (a plan); to do in spite of ..., to do even though ..., to force; to make sure; to be pressed for time; to advance troops, to attack; (of light) to be diffused across an entire surface
横
Horizontal (as opposed to vertical), lying down; side-to-side (as opposed to front-to-back), width, breadth; side (of a box, etc.); beside, aside, next to; unconnected
誰よりも幸せにしてあげて
幸せ
Happiness, good fortune, luck, blessing
誰
Who
あなたが今しているのは
今
The current ..., this; today''s ..
私が一番聞きたくない話なのに
一番
Pair, couple, brace
聞く
To hear; to listen (e.g. to music); to ask, to enquire, to query; to learn of, to hear about; to follow (advice), to comply with; to smell (esp. incense), to sample fragrance
話
Counter for stories, episodes of tv series, etc
私
I, me
それでも聞き続けるのは
続ける
To continue, to keep up, to keep on
聞く
To hear; to listen (e.g. to music); to ask, to enquire, to query; to learn of, to hear about; to follow (advice), to comply with; to smell (esp. incense), to sample fragrance
あなたに会えなくなるよりは
まだ少しだけましだから
だから
So, therefore
少し
Small quantity, little, few, something; little while; short distance
私が聞きたかったのは
聞く
To hear; to listen (e.g. to music); to ask, to enquire, to query; to learn of, to hear about; to follow (advice), to comply with; to smell (esp. incense), to sample fragrance
私
I, me
終電の時間でも好きな人の悪口でもなくて
悪口
Abuse, insult, slander, evil speaking, bad mouth
人
Person
時間
Time; hours
好き
-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)
終電
Last train
せめて今日のために切った髪に気付いて
髪
Hair (on the head)
気付く
To notice, to recognize, to recognise, to become aware of, to perceive, to realize, to realise
今日
Today, this day; these days, recently, nowadays
せめて
At least, at most
切る
To cut, to cut through, to perform (surgery); to sever (connections, ties); to turn off (i.e. the light); to terminate (i.e. a conversation), to hang up (the phone), to disconnect; to punch (a ticket), to tear off (a stub); to open (something sealed); to start; to set (a limit), to do (something) in less or within a certain time, to issue (stamps, vouchers, etc.); to reduce, to decrease, to discount; to shake off (water, etc.), to let drip-dry, to let drain; to cross, to traverse; to criticize sharply; to act decisively, to do (something noticeable), to go first, to make (certain facial expressions, in kabuki); to turn (a vehicle); to curl (a ball), to bend, to cut; to shuffle (cards); to dismiss, to sack, to let go, to expulse, to excommunicate; to dig (a groove), to cut (a stencil, on a mimeograph); to trump; (in go) to isolate (an opponent''s stone); to start a fire (with wood-wood friction or by striking a metal against stone); to draw (a shape) in the air (with a sword, etc.); to finish, to complete
似合ってるよって言ってほしかった
似合う
To suit, to match, to become, to be like
言う
To say, to utter, to declare; to name, to call; to go (e.g. "the alarm went ping"), to make a noise
最初から
最初
Beginning, outset, first, onset
あなたの幸せしか願っていないから
願う
To desire, to wish, to hope; to beg, to request, to implore, to pray; to have something done for oneself
幸せ
Happiness, good fortune, luck, blessing
それがたとえ私じゃないとしても
私
I, me
として
As (i.e. in the role of), for (i.e. from the viewpoint of); apart from... (used to change the topic); even (e.g. "not even a single person"); thinking that..., trying to..
ちゃんと最後は
最後
Last, end, conclusion, latest, most recent; no sooner than, right after (often having negative consequences); one''s final moments
ちゃんと
Diligently, seriously, earnestly, reliably, steadily, legitimately; perfectly, properly, exactly, orderly, punctually, regularly; sufficiently, satisfactorily; quickly
隠した想いが見つからないように
見つかる
To be found, to be discovered
隠す
To hide, to conceal
横から背中押すから
背中
Back (of body)
押す
To push, to press; to apply pressure from above, to press down; to stamp (i.e. a passport), to apply a seal; to affix (e.g. gold leaf); to press (someone for something), to urge, to compel, to influence; to overwhelm, to overpower, to repress; to push (events along), to advance (a plan); to do in spite of ..., to do even though ..., to force; to make sure; to be pressed for time; to advance troops, to attack; (of light) to be diffused across an entire surface
横
Horizontal (as opposed to vertical), lying down; side-to-side (as opposed to front-to-back), width, breadth; side (of a box, etc.); beside, aside, next to; unconnected
もう少しここにいて
もう少し
A bit more, a bit longer
こんなに好きになる前に
こんなに
So, like this, in this way
前
Ago, before (some event), previously, (minutes) to (the hour); in front (of), before (e.g. the house); head (of a line), front (e.g. of a bus), fore part; in the presence of; helping, portion; privates, private parts
好き
-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)
どこかで手は打てなかったのかな
手
Hand, arm; forepaw, foreleg; handle; hand, worker, help; trouble, care, effort; means, way, trick, move, technique, workmanship; hand, handwriting; kind, type, sort; one''s hands, one''s possession; ability to cope; hand (of cards); direction; move (in go, shogi, etc.)
私が選んで望んで恋したんだから
選ぶ
To choose, to select
望む
To desire; to wish for, to expect; to see, to command (a view of)
恋しい
Yearned for, longed for, missed
私
I, me
叶わなくても気持ちが伝えられなくても
気持ち
Feeling, sensation, mood; preparedness, readiness, attitude; thanks, solicitude, sympathy; just a little, somewhat, slightly
伝える
To convey, to report, to transmit, to communicate, to tell, to impart, to propagate, to teach, to bequeath
叶う
To come true (wish); to be suited; to match (implies competition), to rival, to bear (e.g. i can''t bear the heat)
こんな気持ちになれた事を大切にしたい
気持ち
Feeling, sensation, mood; preparedness, readiness, attitude; thanks, solicitude, sympathy; just a little, somewhat, slightly
事
Thing, matter; incident, occurrence, event, something serious, trouble, crisis; circumstances, situation, state of affairs; work, business, affair; after an inflectable word, creates a noun phrase indicating something the speaker does not feel close to; nominalizing suffix; pretending to ..., playing make-believe ..; alias, aka, nickname, alternative name, also known as
こんな
Such (about something or someone close to the speaker (including the speaker), or about ideas expressed by the speaker), like this
大切
Important, necessary, indispensable; beloved, precious, dear, cherished, valuable; careful
本当だよ
本当
Truth, reality, actuality, fact; proper, right, correct, official; genuine, authentic, natural, veritable
会いたくて
会う
To meet, to encounter, to see; to have an accident, to have a bad experience
でもほら横にいても
横
Horizontal (as opposed to vertical), lying down; side-to-side (as opposed to front-to-back), width, breadth; side (of a box, etc.); beside, aside, next to; unconnected
また辛くなってる
辛い
Painful, bitter, heart-breaking
その人より私の方が先に
方
Direction, way, side, area (in a particular direction); side (of an argument, etc.), one''s part; type, category; field (of study, etc.); indicates one side of a comparison; way, method, manner, means; length (of each side of a square)
人
Person
先
Former, previous, old; first move (in go, shogi, etc.), opening move
私
I, me
好きになったのになぁ
好き
-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)
でも私があなたを好きなくらい
くらい
Approximately, about, around, or so; to (about) the extent that, (almost) enough that, so ... that ..., at least; as ... as ..., like
好き
-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)
私
I, me
あなたを想っているなら
私じゃやっぱりダメだね
私
I, me
最初から
最初
Beginning, outset, first, onset
あなたの幸せしか願っていないから
願う
To desire, to wish, to hope; to beg, to request, to implore, to pray; to have something done for oneself
幸せ
Happiness, good fortune, luck, blessing
それがたとえ私じゃないとしても
私
I, me
として
As (i.e. in the role of), for (i.e. from the viewpoint of); apart from... (used to change the topic); even (e.g. "not even a single person"); thinking that..., trying to..
ちゃんと最後は
最後
Last, end, conclusion, latest, most recent; no sooner than, right after (often having negative consequences); one''s final moments
ちゃんと
Diligently, seriously, earnestly, reliably, steadily, legitimately; perfectly, properly, exactly, orderly, punctually, regularly; sufficiently, satisfactorily; quickly
隠した想いが見つからないように
見つかる
To be found, to be discovered
隠す
To hide, to conceal
横から背中押すから
背中
Back (of body)
押す
To push, to press; to apply pressure from above, to press down; to stamp (i.e. a passport), to apply a seal; to affix (e.g. gold leaf); to press (someone for something), to urge, to compel, to influence; to overwhelm, to overpower, to repress; to push (events along), to advance (a plan); to do in spite of ..., to do even though ..., to force; to make sure; to be pressed for time; to advance troops, to attack; (of light) to be diffused across an entire surface
横
Horizontal (as opposed to vertical), lying down; side-to-side (as opposed to front-to-back), width, breadth; side (of a box, etc.); beside, aside, next to; unconnected
誰よりも幸せにしてあげて
幸せ
Happiness, good fortune, luck, blessing
誰
Who
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